Stillness

The thick warm air
Always catches me by surprise -
An enveloping tropical blanket breathed in
And settling, while I lace up running shoes
To the sweep of a broom
Outside my gate.

I’m coaxed off the perch of my
Front door step
By the prospect of adventure -
In autopilot I saunter along,
Muscles purring, dawn still an hour away.

The morning rays to come,
That slow-cook the city,
Bake the uneven pavements
And simmer the layers of long-sleeved
Crowds, astride their spluttering scooters
Inching forward in morning traffic,
Past sugar cane juice vendors and the
Waft of street-food.

Until the chaos and jostle of life here unfolds
I have these streets to myself.

With each new stride the pulse of blood and adrenalin
Propel me,
Afford me a freedom,
An openness
A calm, to anchor the rest of me in
Temporary vacuum, sealed off
From the humdrum of the day ahead -
Egos and speculations,
Emails and negotiations –
A freedom of feeling connected to oneself

Threading through the darkly lit hems and alleyways -
An urban avatar of sorts -
I choose my path,
Control my outcomes,
Primordial, raging instincts pull me faster forward until
The stillness is complete

Exhausted and gasping,
I stare at the giant orange orb
Cresting over Saigon bridge.

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